i am wired whisked up the highway uber speed

(April 2023. Tired & wired in an Uber to the Boston Airport to get back to San Francisco in order to drive the red bus to LA with Josh for Earthship. Beginning of a very fast era where I am a Working Man at a fast-paced young startup. New vibe shift.)

i am wired whisked up the highway uber speed

just going to make it in time near the edge
of failure & its fear, a minute too late,
a flight leaving without me to some bigger
world id be smaller without realizing

but i’m going to make it
no accidents & a short security line
i’m going to make it just fine in time,
belief tilting the knife’s edge of rationality

excitement & panic are the same lifemask
upside down no true north but both
& the tight squeeze of my trembling heart
just as much ecstasy as pain if i breathe
out lean in let go and hold nothing
this weightless moment of flight or freefall
from & into the raw opening of all futures